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I completely overextended myself this year. I wanted to do SO much and NONE of it happened. Like, not. a. one. My professional life was chaotic at one point and because I allocated ALL my energy into repairing THAT (because, let’s be real. It takes money to make money and I ain’t got it like that to be an Entrepreneur full-time – so I have to work.) I had nothing left for ME. And by ME I mean, my emotional well-being, my company, my social life, and my physical health. Just ME as a person. I kind of gave up. I got to a point where I allowed the criticism, I was receiving in my professional life to change the person I am and how I operate outside of that space. I started doubting myself and second guessing everything. I doubted who I am as an employee and as an Entrepreneur. Like…I couldn’t understand WHY I felt so lost. And my lack of focus was bleeding into every part of my life. I was going through the motions because I have to maintain my household and make a living. However, I felt like I was in a fog. All of my days ran together. I was trying to juggle too much at one time and in true Linda fashion, I withdrew from everything. When I feel overwhelmed, I will seclude myself because my misery doesn’t like company.


So, I retreated into myself and just said eff it. I shut down and for a while I didn’t want to do anything. I didn’t want to go anywhere, do anything or see anyone. I didn’t feel inspired. I didn’t feel like I was smart enough to be an entrepreneur. I didn’t feel like I brought any value to anyone. I felt like I didn’t bring anything different to the beauty industry. I put so much pressure on myself to get all these things done that it was crippling. I felt stuck. And in feeling stuck, I talked myself out of achieving every single one of my goals. I didn’t sell any merchandise. I didn’t book any gigs. I didn’t plan any content. I didn’t record, edit or post any videos. I just…didn’t…do…anything. I felt like my entrepreneurial life was a mess and questioned if I was really about this life.


I was in a funk. Creatively, I wasn’t feeling it. I didn’t find makeup fun anymore and it used to bring me so much joy. I had to snap out of it. I had to remember why I started. So, I scrapped everything and started from scratch. It’s as if I smashed my Entrepreneurial House of Cards and am going to start all over. I don’t mind it though. There is a rare beauty in starting over.


So that’s what I’m doing. I’m starting over and I’m coming in HOT. Bear with me. I'm only one person.


Thank you for reading.


Until next time.


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